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Agh. I don’t even…I don’t even know what this is. I thought…I was getting rid of you. Why did this have to happen? That hole- that gaping, bleeding, painful hole- was finally healing. I know you didn’t ask for this and it would be stupid to a degree to which I cannot describe to think so. I thought you were…finally leaving me. God, somebody, please, just make this stop. I don’t- I really, really don’t- want to love you anymore! And every God damn time I try to get you out of my life you come waltzing back in and it hurts, it hurts so fucking badly…
Do you care? Do you even fucking remember me?! I love you, okay? I LOVE you! I would DIE for you! I wish I was the one having the seizure in the hospital bed, listening to the whine of those machines and inhaling that sterile smell of painted white walls and bleached tile floors. Why does this keep fucking happening?! I can’t do this anymore! I just can’t do this! And maybe you’ll be okay and maybe you won’t but either way you’re doing better than I ever will. Oh, please, I love you just let me tell you. Give me…five minutes…one minute, please.
You changed me. You have no fucking clue how angry and hateful I was before I met you. I went home smiling and laughing and optimistic instead of crying and screaming every God damn day because you gave me hope. I carved your fucking name into my skin so I would never forget how you fucking saved me. I would sell my fucking soul to anyone who would buy for one more sunny day under that big tree outside with you. And that will never happen. I love you so much it hurts.
AND I FUCKING HATE IT.
My heart forever broken
Don't know where my life stands
I'd always knew it would end this way
How long can you drink to forget?
As long as it takes to live with
Without your love
My empty heart, I know
That this time, I can't live without
Your love, but we could never last
The thought of you
In someone else's arms
Brings the pain, inside of me again
Cliched to sing of love lost!
But I can't help how my heart feels
I died just when you
Walked out that door
How long can you drink to forget?
As long as it takes to forgive
Your name will be the burden of my heart
CRIME OF PASSION
Take a drink to erase all the memories that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
CRIME OF PASSION
Takes your life to erase all the suffering that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
My heart burns inside
CRIME OF PASSION
Take a drink to erase all the memories that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
CRIME OF PASSION
Takes your life to erase all the suffering that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
This time
I will not crawl
I will not bleed
I will not at all
This time
If I can never be
If I can never fall
This terrorized soul
This life
Why do you make me choose?
When you could have it all
You let it go
Go, you let it go
Why do you make me choose?
When you could have it all
You let it go
Go, you let it go
This time
I will not crawl
I will not bleed
I will not at all
Discovering new bands so I can let this out with new music.
Do you care? Do you even fucking remember me?! I love you, okay? I LOVE you! I would DIE for you! I wish I was the one having the seizure in the hospital bed, listening to the whine of those machines and inhaling that sterile smell of painted white walls and bleached tile floors. Why does this keep fucking happening?! I can’t do this anymore! I just can’t do this! And maybe you’ll be okay and maybe you won’t but either way you’re doing better than I ever will. Oh, please, I love you just let me tell you. Give me…five minutes…one minute, please.
You changed me. You have no fucking clue how angry and hateful I was before I met you. I went home smiling and laughing and optimistic instead of crying and screaming every God damn day because you gave me hope. I carved your fucking name into my skin so I would never forget how you fucking saved me. I would sell my fucking soul to anyone who would buy for one more sunny day under that big tree outside with you. And that will never happen. I love you so much it hurts.
AND I FUCKING HATE IT.
My heart forever broken
Don't know where my life stands
I'd always knew it would end this way
How long can you drink to forget?
As long as it takes to live with
Without your love
My empty heart, I know
That this time, I can't live without
Your love, but we could never last
The thought of you
In someone else's arms
Brings the pain, inside of me again
Cliched to sing of love lost!
But I can't help how my heart feels
I died just when you
Walked out that door
How long can you drink to forget?
As long as it takes to forgive
Your name will be the burden of my heart
CRIME OF PASSION
Take a drink to erase all the memories that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
CRIME OF PASSION
Takes your life to erase all the suffering that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
My heart burns inside
CRIME OF PASSION
Take a drink to erase all the memories that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
CRIME OF PASSION
Takes your life to erase all the suffering that I have ever known
CRIME OF PASSION
An empty heart sees through and empty soul
Down, down you fucking go
This time
I will not crawl
I will not bleed
I will not at all
This time
If I can never be
If I can never fall
This terrorized soul
This life
Why do you make me choose?
When you could have it all
You let it go
Go, you let it go
Why do you make me choose?
When you could have it all
You let it go
Go, you let it go
This time
I will not crawl
I will not bleed
I will not at all
Discovering new bands so I can let this out with new music.
Well, Screw that!
If you can't make dead baby jokes without getting suspended, then I'm outtie! If you can find me (like Waldo) you get extra points.
PEACE.
(PS to Aislin: "This piece is art, because art is hard, and it was really hard to keep this baby from squirming when I held its head under water.")
Halloween = No
So basically I can't do Halloween this year because someone decided they didn't like my costume so they took it and either hid it or threw it away. You know who the hell you are.
I was going to take a picture for you guys but now I can't. I was going as Dwayne from Little Miss Sunshine. I spent 20-something dollars on a shirt that said "Jesus was Wrong" (like his in the movie) and I was going to style my hair like his and not talk all day and just communicate via notepad. I've been looking forward to this since September. But now I can't do it. That's why I was so upset earlier. Because someone took my shirt and wouldn't admit it.
My mom an
Kiss my ass.
Everyone moving shit in my room can kiss my ass. I sound like the biggest brat in the world for saying this, but Stop cleaning my room. Oh, or rather, "cleaning". That is, if cleaning means, "Moving Natalie's stuff around and then conveniently "forgetting" where you put them."
Yeah, my ass you're forgetting. Maybe you're just pathetically retarded.
Tell me, tell me. How does a shirt. (I shirt I bought with my own money.) Just a white T-shirt. That has never been worn. That has never once been moved from it's place in my dresser drawer. Disappear? Oh, because someone comes in, looks through my drawer, goes, Oh! This is in Natalie's drawer! I
Guess my movie quotes.
Based off a game I saw in someone's journal I long while ago.
Post between 10 and 20 of your favorite movie quotes. Don't list the movie. People will then try to figure out which movies the quotes are from. Whoever guesses the most wins. Someone of these might be hard. No looking them up online, folkadoodles. There are some really retarded movies in there. I apologize in advance. Go at it.
1. "No stairway- denied!"
2. "Did you have an awesome time? Did you drink awesome shooters, listen to awesome music, and just soak up each others awesomeness?"
Mean Girls.
3. "What is this: a center for ants?! The center needs to be at least...three ti
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SAY WHAT ABOUT "that gaping, bleeding, painful hole"?!