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If I could see you again I'd stick my fingers into your navel
to feel if your core was soft
or hard
or if you even had anything there at all
I'd hold your lungs in the center of my hands
to see if they were black purple blue
from all that cancer
I couldn't make you spit out
I want to see you again
To tell you,
"I hate your hair like that"
"I hate that you left me"
"I hate what you've become"
Then I'd take it back
and say something nice
You'd still borrow my perfume,
I think,
because from the ends of your hair to the tips of your shoes you smell like tobacco
and you don't want your mom to know that you've been killing yourself
You don't mind that I know
I won't scold you
out loud
I feel like you have no power in your life
And it's not my place to say, but,
I feel like you've tangled your talent into spider webs
and thrown them away
I feel like you've bitten off your nose
to spite your face
and I wish it wasn't true but
you deserve it
you deserve everything you get
If I could go back
I wouldn't
but I remember good things under big trees
and on windy days
and in the smell of paint
as selfish girls behind me cackle loud
like thirsty crows
to feel if your core was soft
or hard
or if you even had anything there at all
I'd hold your lungs in the center of my hands
to see if they were black purple blue
from all that cancer
I couldn't make you spit out
I want to see you again
To tell you,
"I hate your hair like that"
"I hate that you left me"
"I hate what you've become"
Then I'd take it back
and say something nice
You'd still borrow my perfume,
I think,
because from the ends of your hair to the tips of your shoes you smell like tobacco
and you don't want your mom to know that you've been killing yourself
You don't mind that I know
I won't scold you
out loud
I feel like you have no power in your life
And it's not my place to say, but,
I feel like you've tangled your talent into spider webs
and thrown them away
I feel like you've bitten off your nose
to spite your face
and I wish it wasn't true but
you deserve it
you deserve everything you get
If I could go back
I wouldn't
but I remember good things under big trees
and on windy days
and in the smell of paint
as selfish girls behind me cackle loud
like thirsty crows
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but thirty days hath september
if i don't buy you wishes,
it's cause you deserve only the best.
if my silence sounds too cliche,
it's cause my thermometer said.
as summer faded to autumn,
my pheromones changed colors.
i tripped over Fall, fell out of lust,
and landed in uninviting arms.
if your Sorry meant anything,
you would have meant it more than once.
if snowcones were so perfect,
they wouldn't melt under our sun.
i'll accept your apology
when you accept my Love's ember,
but that won't be until the
thirty-first of september.
without you this month is colder than the icecube impact your warm fingers lit in my frozen heart, and i left my sweater in your a
Literature
Last Goodbyes
eyes downcast
last words sealed with
closed mouth kiss
polite words
and broken
promises
this is the thanks I get
silence, scars
and cold regret
this gift's been given
for the last
time
endless longing
these open arms they
offer nothing
final grieving
for a
lost smile
a farewell just in case
your heart becomes misplaced
a fire burns
for such a short
time
I'll light a candle
in remembrance
I'll tie the knot
with a final kiss
a feeling like coming home
this sense of longing fits
like a glove
hold your breath
it fades away
these aching words
from bitter tongues
mean more to me
than you will
ever know
these la
Literature
summer came early
hips roll
she moans magnificently,
perfect in tone and tune.
it's her drug and she'll die for one last hit.
-
we waste through time and rhythm;
my lit cigarette is a fiery canvas
her fiery canvas.
she's satan in a yellow sundress and
fireworks dont explode in the bedroom like they use to.
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Even if he say this, he wouldn't understand it. Or maybe he would and then get angry that he did.
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god i miss you finch. i used to follow you until you ran away :'( but i never had DA.
and now you are gone.
please come back :] <3
and now you are gone.
please come back :] <3